The Daydreamer

As a child, I got into trouble at school often for daydreaming.  My teachers would send notes home alerting my parents that I may have a.d.d because I was always happier staring outside a window then I was dealing with those pesky equations.  So sue me. 

Into my adulthood, not much has changed.  I still find myself immersed in daydreams.  It doesn't just stop in the day either, I find that I have very vivid and weird dreams at night.  It's as if my subconscious takes over and just goes completely hog-wild.  I mean this is the type of stuff that the writer of Alice and Wonderland came up with.  The type that makes you wonder if they're on something.

I think it's healthy to dream.  I find that many of sentences begin with "My dream is to..." when I speak of the future.  I do believe that both children and adults need a little daydreaming in their life.  A minor form of escapism never hurt anyone.  It allows us to whisk away from our daily routine and into a place of hope and promise.  I've always been a dreamer and I hold onto that part of me.  Call it undiagnosed a.d.d. if you will, but I believe it's just part of a desire to be greater.

I've Got News!

...and NO, you wise cracks, there is not a bun in the oven. 

After much prayer/thoughts/pros vs. cons lists....WE ARE MOVING!  This will be my 4th city move in the past 2 years!  We are heading out to Fort Worth this next week.  My photography business will carry on there... no worries, by now I've got the hang of this whole building a brand new client base gig by now. 

I just wanted to keep all my readers & clients in-the-know.  Austin has been a bottomless pit of beauty and we've thoroughly soaked up each piece of all it has to offer.  I will deeply miss this overtly quirky place. But it's time for a fresh start... and that's the great thing about where we are at in our lives right now, we can start over freely.

And since all posts are better with pictures, here's some more for the model session I shot a couple weeks ago.  (You may remember this pretty senior in high school from my session I shot with her awhile back. )

I Just Became THAT Girl.

A couple weeks ago I was at a birthday party with my best friend and we were mingling about.  I found ways to weave between the crowd and small talk with new faces.  Have I mentioned that I basically fear small talk?  Yes.  I almost feel as if I do not know how to do it.  A bonding quality that my dear friend and I both share in common is that we are Chatty McChatterson when you get us one-on-one or in a small group, but in a room we become cripplingly shy.  It's funny because since I can portray myself and my voice through writing or phone conversations, people often expect me to be very outgoing when they meet me in person...but I tend to be the typical INFJ. 

Back to this party..so we were walking around when I heard a faint little wimper.   I pushed open the door and found two small sweet dogs in a quiet room.  Of course, I couldn't help myself and had to trespass into someone else's room to go play with these animals.  And it was then I made the comment... "Ashley, sometimes I think I love dogs more than people."  One sentence and I became that girl.  The one who shows up to work with cat hair attached to her clothes as if they were made of solid velcro.  The one who asks her dog questions...and I don't mean rhetorical ones.  The one who cries a bucket of tears while watching rescue stories on the Discovery Channel.  Yes, I'm nuts, people.  Take it or leave it. 

Speechless.

It is very rarely that I am at a loss for words. Today is one of those rarities.  Due to my stuttering and sheer squeals of excitement I am going to leave this blog post pretty empty and just hand you over a sneak preview of three drop-dead gorgeous women I had the privilege of doing a shoot with today. 

The Bucket List Gets Skinnier.

Last night I got to knock one thing off my bucket list- Matthew took me to see Jewel in concert.  She was by far the most entertaining acoustic singer I've ever seen.  She had the audience laughing at her stories and you could have heard a pin drop when she began to strum that guitar.  The audience was entralled. 

On Sunday I get to see my musical crush, Glen Hansard in concert.  I hope my husband will be understanding of my swooning.  I mean, there's no avoiding it. It is going to be splendid.

Now that I've marked those two things off the list...there are a few more items left:

-Go to Iceland.

-Sing a song ALONE on stage (not just hiding in the background, as I've been doing for years.)

-Have twins.  I realize I cannot control this.  But it's on there anyway.

-Take my ASL test that I'm so scared of and become a dignified interpreter.

-Live on a ranch with a creek and own a blue-eyed horse.

-Try eggplant.  It looks like a slug, but something about that purply weirdness is intriguing.

What is on your bucket list?